My Unique Handwriting

For the last several days, I've been keeping myself busy in learning laws and regulations related to Land and Building Tax.  Since I don't have any urgent tasks from my Head of Section, yet, I have to use these leisure time properly.  Not only for blogging, which is also important for my writing skill, but also for learning tax laws and regulation, which is a lot.

Some people may find themselves good at learning by reading.  But unlike them, I find myself good at learning in writing down. So, my learning method is by writing down, handwriting of course.  Why do I find it effective?  Here is my simple explanation.

For only one regulation, the Regulation of Director General of Tax for example, there are so many articles in it.  Because of my learning method, I couldn't write down all of those articles, precisely each words.  So, I need to read and understand each article first.  Then, I need to resume the article into a shorter form without changing or dismissing the meaning of it.  After I found the proper and more simple form of the article, I shall write it down.

While writing it down, sometimes I remember my friends saying that my handwriting is, well, not that good.  I believe it is.  I mean, I'm not saying that my handwriting is bad, HELL NO.  My handwriting is just not like another girl's, which is girly, and sometimes can tell the reader that the owner of that handwriting is a girl. While my handwriting is UNIQUE, without any meaningful changes since my high school.  But still, if people keep telling your handwriting is not that good, and making fun of it, it sucks.  A lot.  And I did feel that.  Until just like about hours ago.

I showed my handwriting to my new colleague at my office, while asked her how was her opinion about it.  Was it bad as always people said.  And she said, "Well, I don't think it's bad.  But, does it even matter what people said about your handwriting when you are comfortable with it and proud of it?  And the most important thing is, you still can read it, can't you?"

And I smiled.  Yes, I'm comfortable with my handwriting.  Yes, I do feel very proud of my handwriting, because it's anti mainstream, unlike the common girly handwriting.  And the most important thing is, I'm still able to read it, even in the ugliest form.

Screw you people kept telling my handwriting is ugly.

proudly present my handwriting